Impulses

The definition of impulse is: A sudden strong and unreflective urge or desire to act
And that is exactly what this was; an impulse.
It was an impulse to always watch him to make sure he was safe, to protect the one thing he couldn’t protect himself.
His blind spot
And it was an impulse that I knew the sounds weapons made, as they hit the air, flew out of the wielders hands, to inbound itself into its target.
I knew that sound by impulse
And when I heard that sound it was an impulse to move
To protect him
Impulses can be good or bad depending on how you look at it
I think it was a good impulse to act, to jump in front of his blind spot
To protect him
It was painful, Kami it was painful, but it was worth it, and as I spit up blood and tears fell down my face I knew he was safe, and I knew impulses were good.
But he didn’t think that, I knew, as he looked down at me, he was frowning, and was now covered in blood, as he must have killed the guy who threw the kunai at me.
I looked up at the sky, rain fell hard in the night, it was so dark with no light; the clouds covered the moon, and only when lightning lit the sky I knew what was happening.
“Why did you do that?” Neji’s voice said next to me, his tone full of sorrow and disgust.
“It was an impulse,” I muttered, a smile making its way to my face.
I could not see him anymore, but I knew he was not happy with me.
“It was an impulse to protect your blind spot,” I drabbled on. “To know the sound of a weapons slicing the wind, to jump in front of what matters most to me…”
Lightning lit the sky once more and I saw him, he looked afraid, I probably looked like a mess, covered in blood and dirt, but I didn’t care, this could be my last chance.
“To protect the one I love most…”
“Impulses are never good.”
He was wrong though, impulses weren’t always bad; for he was now alive and he knew how I feel.
“And I love you to…”
I was happy to say the least, but I was also so tired.
It was dark out now, and I closed my eyes, it was an impulse to sleep in the dark.
And I did love impulses…
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my entry for NejiTen month i hope it isn't to bad.... and i know the rain is probably really bad, but it's my first time sorry